| I think it is time for a little bit of an update.
Well today is August 6th, 5 days away from my 22nd birthday ((whoo hoo...to be quite honest nothing really big happens when you turn 22, you already have your drivers license, you can already buy cigs(if you choose to), you can already drink (also if you choose to), so no point in getting any older...i'm kidding))
Well i'm finally growing up, at least i feel like i'm headed in the right direction. Maybe its because my sister is having a baby and that makes me an aunt, or maybe because all my friends are pregnant or have babies...anyway
I have never been one to sit down and tried to focus on goals but still living in today.
I have always been the one focusing on a goal living there instead of where i was at.
Until i meet Zach (my boyfriend) not trying to make this cheesy but i want to inform friends and random people that might read this, about the guy that has brought a lot of prospective to my life.
He is a man that strives for perfection in just about everything he does, if he does something, somewhere in front of him lies a goal that he is headed after. (complete opposite of me)
He lives a quiet but intense life (opposite of me, im pretty loud, and not so intense)
He is very diligent, if he says something, he does it...(i can't remember what i say two seconds after i say it)
And he is very very detailed (GREATLY OPPOSITE OF ME)
Don't worry, i'm not throwing a pity party for myself, instead i thank God for bringing someone like Zach into my life, not to calm me down, but to put a part of God in my life that i have never had before.
I'm learning what it means to be diligent, focused, (haven't learned to be detailed yet, but one day) and to live in today but to still have my goal in mind.
Its been great these last 8 months having a guy in my life. He definitely brings a total new way of seeing things, in a much simpler way.
So as for as turning 22, its not that bad growing up, I like the things im learning, i'm loving the people that im around And i'm taking one day at a time...
To everyone turning 22 this year...Happy birthday to the "growing up"
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| I just went to go see the musical wicked...
i now know the untold story of the witches...even though wizard of oz was written in 1900's and wicked was written 1995 or so i have been told at least i know that the wicked witch really wasn't wicked, everything makes so much sense now...
anyways it was absolutely amazing and i realized why my friend lizzy loves it...
i leave you with a quote: "no one mourns the wicked" |
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| so this book is being an instrument to change in my life... |
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| st. louis, i'm coming... soon... very soon |
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